Adios
Thank you :)
There are some skills I haven't learned yet to get my new job title but thanks to you all I'm getting closer, this has been the best project yet. I don't know how to get things started but it started in a way I like, I didn't even know it was a project. I got curious about a funny word I knew nothing about, pushed a button and found a toy to play with. When I figured out how it worked I got to turn it into a puppet show. I love puppet shows, I get to talk and play and use voices and no one is looking at me. This was my favorite kind of puppet show, there were no puppets made so I got to make my own. Making puppets is fun, I get to do something I want. The kind of toy determined the kind of puppet and became one that advanced my pet project and my thinking in ways I couldn't imagine. I got to write my own story and it taught me things I needed. I had friends that sat with me while I worked it and helped along the way. It was a project that didn't end abruptly in a nightmare and I get the chance to try an ending I like.
Namaste
There are some skills I haven't learned yet to get my new job title but thanks to you all I'm getting closer, this has been the best project yet. I don't know how to get things started but it started in a way I like, I didn't even know it was a project. I got curious about a funny word I knew nothing about, pushed a button and found a toy to play with. When I figured out how it worked I got to turn it into a puppet show. I love puppet shows, I get to talk and play and use voices and no one is looking at me. This was my favorite kind of puppet show, there were no puppets made so I got to make my own. Making puppets is fun, I get to do something I want. The kind of toy determined the kind of puppet and became one that advanced my pet project and my thinking in ways I couldn't imagine. I got to write my own story and it taught me things I needed. I had friends that sat with me while I worked it and helped along the way. It was a project that didn't end abruptly in a nightmare and I get the chance to try an ending I like.
Namaste
6 Comments:
Hey Rev -
I'm hoping you don't mean "Adios" with any finality.
Hi David, thanks for the comment. Unfortunately Adios is my last blogger post. I was becoming obssessed with it, when I found myself agonizing over the next post and thinking in post format I knew it was time to stop. I'm not totally out of the picture, I'll be posting from time to time at Alpha Zed.
Well...so take that break and come back sometime in the future. Hope so, anyway. Best to you.
Thanks for the encouragement :)
Rev Z:
I kept coming back, not realizing that you really meant adios! Well, I'll miss you, but I know that the blogging thing can be all-consuming and sometimes be self-defeating--or something. I'll look out for your stuff on Alpha Zed. Best of luck and take care!
Thanks Elvira, sorry for the vague abruptness of my leaving. The new meds I was trying kept pushing me manic by the time I wrote that post it was painful to think, I was getting delusional about every wierd thought that went through my head. I didn't leave just because of that, it was becoming self-defeating, it was becoming harder and harder to work on my books as I became more and more engrossed in blogging. It was a great experience, highly therapeutic and a lot of fun.
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