Awake
I've been awake more the last couple days but I wish it wasn't the case, sleep was so much better. I can cope with the feeling of failure and worthlessness, the hopelessness, but I have this sense of impending doom that I can't shake, something terribly bad is about to happen.
Posted by RevrendZ - 10/23/2005 04:11:00 PM
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OMG, Rev Z, so sorry you've been going through this!
Thanks, Elvira, I actually feel a little better today. Fall is always a rough time, seems like everything that ever went wrong in my life happened in the fall, including one Thanksgiving in a psych ward.
I'm glad you're feeling better. I've recently had to go through explaining to my oldest heathen that the Fall is the time when you may feel the worst. It's always been that way for me, and I can see it becoming that way for him. I really think the season has ALOT to do with it.
Thanks Miss Hobby, I agree. I've had to have the same conversation with my son, hard to think they have to follow in our footsteps, to look at the changing seasons as trials to be faced.
Its funny, because i always feel the worst in the spring and summer.I can't properly explain myself in the heat. Fall and winter my brain and spirit come alive and i get the best work done. strange, isn't it, that some of us are hyperboreans and some long for the scirrocco winds?
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