Spawn
The negativity is gone for another two weeks and the house is at peace again. I finished the section I was working on and am ready to face the next challenge. What sets the course of a person's life? Destiny? Chance? Choice? I continually wrestle with the question of destiny, in my writing and in my mind. I was raised to believe our lives were predestined but most of my mind rejects that concept, still, that small question remains, "What if?" Small question but powerful enough to spawn religions and sciences, war and peace.
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Gods, Heroes, and Myth: Native American Mythology: Animal Symbols
Wyldkat's Pagan Place: Animal Guides: Animal Symbology
Thanks for the help!
Gods, Heroes, and Myth: Native American Mythology: Animal Symbols
Wyldkat's Pagan Place: Animal Guides: Animal Symbology
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Posted by RevrendZ - 8/21/2005 08:39:00 PM
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I sat on my back porch watchin a healthy storm blow in. The sky was full of dark, low clouds, with patches of bright light in between. The wind was blowing from every direction. Absolutely beautiful.
The first question to pop into my mind was "how much control to I honestly have over my life?" And the answer was just right there. Do you ever feel that way? As if what you're lookin for is right at your fingertips. "what is my reason for being here?"
It truly scared the hell outta me and I quit thinkin about it. But I've hardly ever been more at peace.
Most of the time I feel as if it's just beyond my fingertips but I know what you mean. Sometimes I search so hard for something and when I actually do find it I wonder at how easy it really was and why I didn't find it sooner.
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